Friday, February 27, 2009


Wisnu - Nothing Left Of Me


You try so hard, so (?), and I don't know where to begin.
You've got it all wrong, I've got nothing going on.
Baby I know you been hurt but I'm not like the rest.
Because for me, you are the best.
I put you first, the rest comes last and I don't care about anyone else.
And so -

Come back to me, I'm on my knees, want you back and stay with me.
I lose myself, it's hard to breathe, now there's nothing left of me.
I'm all alone, want you to come home.
And now there's nothing left of me.
I've made mistakes but I changed my ways, I'll do whatever it takes.
I lose myself, it's hard to breathe, now there's nothing left of me.
I want you back, right here with me, and now there's nothing left of me.

You stomped out the door for no reason at all.
So tell me now, what did I do wrong.
I lose my mind, I got nothing to live for.
So tired of being hurt and end up broken.
For you I'll wait 'til the end and back.
Just give me one more chance to make it last.
Just don't tell me it's too late.

Come back to me, I'm on my knees, want you back and stay with me.
I lose myself, it's hard to breathe, now there's nothing left of me.
I'm all alone, want you to come home.
And now there's nothing left of me.
I've made mistakes but I changed my ways, I'll do whatever it takes.
I lose myself, it's hard to breathe, now there's nothing left of me.
I want you back, right here with me, and now there's nothing left of me.

Don't know where you are, I don't care how far.
I do the distance, I walk the way.
I'll take the train and I'll go by car.
Walk on water, I'll do it all.

Come back to me, I'm on my knees, want you back and stay with me.
I lose myself, it's hard to breathe, now there's nothing left of me.
I'm all alone, want you to come home.
And now there's nothing left of me.
I've made mistakes but I changed my ways, I'll do whatever it takes.
I lose myself, it's hard to breathe, now there's nothing left of me.
I want you back, right here with me, and now there's nothing left of me.


THE END !
i love the SONGG (:

Wisnu ` Nothing Left Of Me

waiting for your text every nite ,
till i fall asleep ,
staying up late hoping you would call ,
skipped school for 5 days ,
i'm falling sick badly

i know you care for me ,
but is this how ?
the way you prove to me ?
i dont know how
i dont know what i can do

at least a text telling me you're home
i'll be least happy to hear ,
but recieving a text at 4 in the morning
i'll still be happy recieve it

my stomach aches
since the day i sacrifice cooking for you
not blaming you
is just to show you
how much you mean to me

i just hope you really know
what are you doing
i hope you just know
how important you are to me
i just want you to know
i can't afford to lose you

you mean alot to me
everyday , every minute , and every second
most importantly
my life ,
i can't bare with lies ,
i just hope you're not playing with the feelings
that i have for you
if you are
please do let me know ,
i dont want to get hurt no more



THE END

Monday, February 23, 2009

` skipped school (: `



okayy i skipped school todayy
due to school's having sukantara
and another reason . hahaha .
so woke up quite early this morning around 9 i think
tried waking up the boy edwardchan !
kept miss calling him
i dont think it worked . hahaha .
untill around 11 plus only manage to wake him up .
was suppose to come over my place .
since he was sick and tired he wanted to rest at home .
so didn't force him to come laah .
that's like so mean kan ? hahaha .
but then i cooked porridge specially for him
next thing you know his not coming .
hahaha . nvm boy ! you'll tryy my cooking one day (:
thn talkeed to him on the phone for like 1 hour plus .
waited for the SAMPAT joleen to online !
after school . she online about 2 something 3
then i was chatting with joleen & khailone in a conver
i invited edward in , all of us went kisiao-ed !!
so yeah after that bengkang called me told me what if his coming over my place ?
i was like stunned ! are you serious ? then like yeah he was !
he came my place around 3 plus gonna 4 that time alrdyy .
he stoned with me at home till my mum came bck
cause mum wanted bring him out for dinner
since it was his birthday . so yeahh .
then mum came bck at 5 something 6
we went to BSD club hse to eat .
had a great dinner ! of course . (:
then mum dropped him home
OH OH and and i hope you like your PRESENT !
the wallet . lols (: he used it straight away ! hahaha .

here's some picha's taken (:



The so called "edwardcullen's " autograph !


`The Club's swimming pool (:`The chicken wing(replace cake)
`the toothpicks (replace candles)
`Bengkang's chickenchop (:

`The cappucino & Iced Lemon Tea

`The MushroomSoup
TerrenceTanBengKangCherylTeh & TerrenceTan

` a special wish to TanBengKang`


Happy Birthday TerrenceTanBengKang !
although i knew you not for long ,
but time past i knew you more .
happy 19th birthday !
this is your birthday POST ! lols (:
Hope you will be happy always .
good luck in everything you do ,
any problems you can always find me
a friend indeed is a friend in need xD

Sunday, February 22, 2009

` A Little Too Not Over You ` ` David Archuleta `


original plan was :

` peiwen's hse
` jogging
` me and justin meet up
` then to peiwen's place

change of plans cause i can't make it
SORRY ! forgive me HUN ! and justin (:


so yeah, today did nothing but stayed at home !
woke up around like 12 something .
and ate breakfast , started reading story book .
skipped LUNCH ! =X
cause didn't felt like eating .
so yeah . talked to him for like 10 minutes on the phone
then we hang up , cause the chargers was seriously expensive !
so yeah recieved a text from him saying his at the border alrdyy .
on the way bck to m'sia (:
untill now no text msg from him ):
so yeah , till now ends here .
NITENITE !! (:

Saturday, February 21, 2009


ICC CONCERT (:

i cant wait !
WOOOOOTSS !!!

`CNY` mybeloveds came visiting

During CNY (:


`TheFamilyy`


`CNY`
[bryanang , ngpeiwen,tanbengkang]

they came my she for visiting so yeah .
went swimming eat and all .
had load of fun that time .
it's now all just a dreeaam to me .
all trashhh just like tht .
but i enjoyed myself , so yeah

here's the pictures (:



next are the pictures of memories ,
which i could never get bck how much it was
it's just so sweet , now is like all a dream .
it is so painfull
for what you've done to me
you entering my life & theirs
changed everything bcause of you
our friendship was destroyed by you
you're never forgiven
i'm sorry .
and all i can do is move on (:


THE END (:

`Slumdog Millionare`

`Slumdog Millionare`


got woke up early in the morning around 8 something gonna 9 .
cause i had tuition at 10 . so yeah .
then shower and ate breakfast off to tuition .
first time i was earlier then JAN ! lols .
after that finished tuition at 12 (:
off to ou , didnt wanted to go alrdy .
cause KIM darls never comfirm with me ytd nite .
so yeah she text me and say most prob can go .
so i ma okay lorh . told my mother and she went ou together with me (:
got a parking went to GSC to meet kim up
que up for movie ticks . mum went to watched kungfu cheefs
me & kim bought tickets for Slumdog Millionare
so our movie started at 1.55 we went eat at yippie cup first
i had fish&chips . and honeydewMT
then off we went to movie, finished movie about 4 smthng (:
went toilet and CAMWHORED !
as usual us . bugged kim to take picture . hahahaha .
went to Gelato to eat iceCREAM ! chocolate (: yums ~
then went back up to the GSC to meet my mum
after tht she was hungry so pergi aunty anne's she got smthng there
after tht i had to ciao so kim went to the taxi stand herself .
sorry for leaving you !! hahahaha . that's all home now (:
before that i got screwed by my MUM @!! like shit .
for some reasons laa . only kim knows so yeah (:

pictures for now xD [edited by kimmy]




Thursday, February 19, 2009

thanks for everything <3

dear readers sorry for not updating ,
have loads of homework to finish up .
so yeah . i shall just make it short and easy



`EdwardChan`
Picture of the Day (:

` went izzi
` had lunch with edwardchan (:
` force to eat cabonara !
` then later went to starbucks
` stoned there for like 3 to 4 hours
` waitted for terrence to finish work
` came out frm starbucks
` meet him outside izzi
` went to "amour" to look for my mum
` then mum and terrence went yuncha
` me and edward went starbucks AGAIN !
` stone till 7 plus
` then i fell asleep
` after that while walking ,
` saw my classmates .
` he walked me bck to tuition
` thn he sat cab home
` after tuition at 10pm
` meet up with my mum
` terrence in the car
` they have been talking since evening
` then mum send him home
` off we went home too (:

the end !!