anniversary dear :)

went out with bii and daniel today, first i planned with daniel then i meet daniel at
tro mall around 1 something saw , desmond , justin , and one more person . lols .
dont know who we went to food&tea to eat , after that eating half way then bi say he on the way le sorry daniel ! make you become lightbulb ! hahaha . sowee :( i owe you one . hmm then after tht finish eating le daniel went to meet justin they all at arcade
cause i needed to go ou to find edward and my mum so bi parked his car and walk me to topman , then he went jalan alone so i and edward was choosing which shirt to buy for gabriel cause it was his bday . so we bought a shirt for my bro and i bought one more shirt for edward . after that my mum had to go collect something so me and edward walked and looked for bii , edward wanted to buy an earing so accompanied him and i paid for the earring again . after that we went baleno cause edward wanted to buy shirt so yeah we went , if we buy one it cost RM59.90 if buy two cost RM69.90
so its cheaper lah i bought one for bii and myself too . after that edward wanted one too , so if buy one damn exp have to buy two lor bought another 2 shirts for him . total spend on him 4 shirts including the one i buy for him the day before and today , and the earring then it was around 4 something we left to asia cafe . bii drove there himself , there's where all the problems came in , the ppl that went should know how was the atmosphere like . "SIGHS" so me and edward went to pick gabriel up from his college , near sunway so yeah picked him up and went back to ac . the very moment my mum saw gabriel her effing face expression change blind ppl also can see laah . to some ppl only knows la she "loves" gabe lah . what to do . hahaha . anyways so after that we went to play pool . WOOTS ! beginner played . for the first time . Lols . actually not really played the first round with bii , paiseh laah bii . hahaha . and gabriel too . cause i played with ed before so yeah . mum wanted to see me play too . so yeah damn memalukan weyhh ! anyways we left ac around 8 plus drop gabriel back home then straight we went back to my place took my arts folio then me and ed went station one to do my work i was fucking stress up that nice . serious shit weyh no joke man .
smoking the shit out of me man . then i called bii to talked to him , we had some conflic BECAUSE of my MUM again as usual . so yeah anyways im sorry bii , on our anniversary i cant make you happy instead making you stress about more things . sorry :(

here are the pictures tho :D
this is the girl i gave him ` aCard [handmade] & topman tshirt `

this is daniel :D

thats the end will update soon :)

imissyou bii <3

sinyoongliung :)

i present to you my dearest

" SinYoongLiung"

Happy anniversary :D
it's only the second month tho .
Haha , but you know i love you kan ?
although we're not really officially together yet ,
i know we will be soon enough :D haha ,

Lols , anyways dear this 2 months had changed me alot .
youve changed me to be a better person .
i know in this two months there's alot that had been happening
about my mum and all , we've go thru it together
and why give up now right ?
we must always stay strong together no matter how
all the ups and down in this two months
i really cant take the stress anymore
i admit but i'll try my best to stay on because
this is us , love is something we must fight for ourself
no pain no gain right ?
and dear ,
i wanna let you know i'm always emo-ing about stuff cause
i cant take it when you make things different
remember you wanted to make that decision ?
i was depressed i admit , but things are getting better now
dear ,
you know i love you and my feelings wont fade nor change
i hope you feel the same way too .
time past i got to knew you better
when i first met you , we watched the show coming soon
you held my hand , when i was cold
i screamed at the part that was scary
you hugged me and let me lye down on your shoulder
meeting you that moment , i was shy
very shy , i rmbered the time you wanted to send me home
but my mum was there ,
that first month i rmb we we're spamming going out
almost everyday seeing you
i miss those days , :)
our first month anni i just got back from my moral camp
you came to pick me up from school , with weiheng .
i stayed over at your place , and the next days was our one month
and you had to go college , and thanks to weiheng and shaun
only i manage to stayed there that night .
that night was awesome , meeting your mummy was scaryy tho
i think that's about it now ,
dear i want to let you know
i love you
and you know that kan ?
hahaha , you mean so much to me in life
these 2 months im happy to be with you
and happy to have you in my life .
you're my light when im in darkness
thanks for everything dear .
iloveyou :D
hope to see you soon .
and dear !
hope you like the gift kays :)
once again HappyAnniversary <3

you mean so much to me <3

gabriel chan :)

i present to you my "AWESOME " godbrother yet the BEST !

GABRIEL CHAN :D aka G MAN

okays , today is his day ! Happy Birthday bro .

his the best among all i tell you ,his a joker yet an ass

which makes him AWESOME !

which cheers me up whenever i'm down .
Bro , Thanks alot for whatever you've done for me .

i know i owe you shit LOADS !

you sacrifice you time to come help me solve my shits with my mum .

as we all know she's loves listening to you .

Lols , okay that's not the point .

knowing you less than a year doesn't mean i don't know you well man

your fucking secrets i know all . HAHA no worries . it's kept .

anyways youve always been there for me when i needed you most

youre the best shit god brother ever !

you are the only god brother which "bang" shit facts and sense !

straight into my brain . when i dont wanna listen

to advice , you gave me good advices about damn loads of shit .

and never once i listen , okay maybe i do at times only .

hahaha . as you know im stubborn headed girl .

so yeah , maybe this is about it .

ive gotta head to tuition now .

hope you do read my blog . :D

and once again

HAPPY BIRTHDAY bro !

i'll find you tmrw ya . see you .

promises that made

Rihanna ` Cry .

hopes to see him tonight
♥

promises that made ♥

breaking down :(

idk what im thinking .
these days getting to see you ,
im already happy ,
but things are different now ,
even you said it yourself ,
maybe im the one thinking to much ,

but are you the one avoiding ?
4 more days to go ,
i hope that day will be another day to remember .
♥

my dear ,
we've said before ,
no matter all the ups and downs ,
we'll solve it together ,
i know my mum is the factor now ,
she's the one giving pressure ,
she's the only one that can break and let us be together
we cango through this together alrights ?
you know i'll always be by your side
no matter what happens .
be it youre happy or sad .

ily bi <3
we can do it together .♥

pictures now (:

Baby bash ` Cyclone .

curve :)

last day of hols :D
went out with JoLeen , Kimmy , JoEe , Firbs and Daniel `temanlelaki`
hahaha . suppose to go ou , but changed of plan cause i can't go there
cause my mummy was there and etcetc. only they know what happen .
neways after that joee called so we waited her at coffeebean .
after she came we went to makan . ate at `JustDesert`
i think we ate there when new years eve last year .
okay then after eating we passed buy a shop which sells all the phone strings
and etcetc we bought afew , me and joee "HAD" to buy the `longlong` cause later joleen
angry wor . so we bought it and me joee and joleen got a string the short de :)
after that daniel called . he said he here edi wor . so kim and firbs we're doing the string at the shop and i wanted find my friend in dragonfly joleen accompanied me
joee stayed with them . on the way down the escalator saw daniel ! haha so he followed
me also to find my friend . sadly my friend wasnt there so we went to find them
they were at cineleasure . so we pergii see got what movie .
then all the timing not ngam so bo watch movie .
after that joleen wanted arcade first so we went . after arcade we pergi play pool :D
THANKS daniel `temanlelaki` he teached me how to play POOL .
Weeeee ~ was so proud hahaha . okay nvm , played 2 or 3 games
kim , joee , and joleen went buy icecream . since we still have time that time and
nothing to do we went arcade and play slack there till about 6 something . firbs went back around 4 something the earliest , then followed by kim and joee . cause joee following kim back .
so me joleen and daniel went to coffeebean . daniel got futsal so he sat taxi home
and really dao-ed US there 2 girls :( after that nearly 7 joleen went home .
i wasn't feeling quite well that day but still had to wait for edward to come pick me
around 8 plus off we went to fetch my mum .


Pictures soon to be uploaded :D

imissyoubi <3

imissyou dearly

SinYoongLiung,

♥
i need you by my side ,
without you my day turns black&white ,
i can't see the day nor light shinning ,
if you're going to do this to me now ,
i think you better be prepared ,
to see me in a bed ,
every night crying myself to sleep .
every cut , every scar ,
thats is made,
is not as hurt as how i am inside ,
it's represents my love for you .

i want to let you know
how much i love you
i love you so much
till no words can describe
i need you dearly
stay with me
don't let me go
or i'll just dissapear
in thin air
and that's the end of me



bi,iloveyou ♥

tired ` back from barcelona `

currently listening to
Yiruma ` Kiss The Rain .

back from barcelona :)
hmm stayed one night at Hotel tower resort at sunway .
went barcelona with ` gabriel , edward , sonia and friends



few pictures taken :D

Me , Vivian & Tracy :)

Me & Tracy :)

tired , off to rest =S

tell me what more to do ,
i feel so different ,
are you the one changing ?
or am i the one ?
sorry for what i've done so far
if i did offended you .
imissyoubi
Day3 never meet
♥

Sunway ` Barcelona

Will be in barcelona tonight :)
whoever's free do come :D


currently listening to :
Taylor Swift ` You're not sorry .

will update when i'm back :)
♥

SinYoongLiung , imy do you ?

my heart is tearing apart

save me if you love me ♥.

imissyoubi definately ♥

09June 2009

Yiruma - River Flows In You



telling myself everyday not to think to much .

but i don't know how i can possiblely do it .
it's just you tell me i'm always thinking too much .
maybe sometimes i am , i do admit
but action speaks louder than words .
if you think so i could hug and hold any guys arm and take a picture ?
is that so ? you always tell me . is not i don't have trust in you .
just maybe i admit i worry to much at times .
better than i rather not care right ?
you're important to me , that's why i care .
if not i don't think i'll even bother .
i just want you to know , you came into my life
without any doubts changing me to become a better person
you came , and made me realise waiting for a person that's not worth
for me to wait anymore , you know who that is .
i waited for him for 3 months , till you've entered my life .
you changed everything in my life , even my friends could see
that's getting to know you , you've made my day .
more laughters from me instead me worrying and being depressed everyday
thanks for everything ` ASYL `

seeing you brightens up my day,
putting a smile on my face :)
every minute spend with you
turns my frown upside down
a hug given by you
when i'm freezing cold
bi , i'm happy to have you <3

iloveyoubi<3

jen tan ! you watch out

you fucking BITCH ! use your fucking brain to think la
i wanna be with him you have a problem with that is it .
you better watch out man !!
i tell you , you think your dai goh will help you please la
you fucking wanna put things into my mum for what fuck weyh
that time i fucking seriously didnt say anything to her ,
you fucking wanna blame me for that .
shit you la . gabriel wan come to settle it with you ,
you FUCKING wanna bring your beloved evon come and protect you ASS ah !@!@?!@!?@
think la she can help you what ? eat SHIT ah ?
use brain la . people like you wasting my time saying so much man
just GO to hell la , and dont fucking judge a ppl ifyou dont know them la
know me for half a year ? my ASS la half a year
you think for yourself look in a mirror before you say ppl